Sep 29 2011
I’m not sure what’s going on, but I gotta tell ya, I’m in a HUGE funk. I’m hating just about everything right now. Nothing in particular, but everything in general.
Nothing is holding my interest for any length of time. Not the computer and all my wonderful friends out there in cyber land, not the TV and the new season of shows I have on the DVR, not my books, not my music and NOT my furbabies. And seriously not even the family… the hubby, the daughter or the grand daughter.
I officially began my classes at Ashford University yesterday, not even that is keeping me stoked. OMGoddess! Some of the people in this first class with me…I wonder how they ever finished HS and got into any type of college. Again, I’m just being over irritable. But hey, at least I know how to use spell check, LOL!! I did get my introduction posted, replied to the introduction posts of 3 *classmates* to fulfill that requirement, posted my first discussion question, just haven’t replied to anyone on that thread yet.
I need to do some deep meditation to try and figure out what is blocking me and making me feel so anxious, I lit the candles, turned on the iPod, and BAM!! this door gets slammed in my face… *sigh…I’m just all outta whack.
Maybe I need to take a break from …what?? … I honestly don’t know this time. I can take a break from everything on the computer EXCEPT my classes, would that help?? Am I on electronic overload? I know I’m wanting to be outside in the evenings, but the damn mosquitoes eat me alive. I have Deep Woods Off, but I HATE that stuff.
Hmmm, just looked at the weather report for this weekend, 85 and cloudy on Thursday, 80 and Thunderstorms on Friday and *GASP!!… 68 and cloudy on Saturday?? Really?