Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Something Strange This Way Comes...

I'm not sure what's going on, but I gotta tell ya, I'm in a HUGE funk. I'm hating just about everything right now. Nothing in particular, but everything in general.

Nothing is holding my interest for any length of time. Not the computer and all my wonderful friends out there in cyber land, not the TV and the new season of shows I have on the DVR, not my books, not my music and NOT my furbabies. And seriously not even the family... the hubby, the daughter or the grand daughter.

I officially began my classes at Ashford University yesterday, not even that is keeping me stoked. OMGoddess! Some of the people in this first class with me...I wonder how they ever finished HS and got into any type of college. Again, I'm just being over irritable. But hey, at least I know how to use spell check, LOL!! I did get my introduction posted, replied to the introduction posts of 3 *classmates* to fulfill that requirement, posted my first discussion question, just haven't replied to anyone on that thread yet.

I need to do some deep meditation to try and figure out what is blocking me and making me feel so anxious, I lit the candles, turned on the iPod, and BAM!! this door gets slammed in my face... *sigh...I'm just all outta whack.

Maybe I need to take a break from ...what?? ... I honestly don't know this time. I can take a break from everything on the computer EXCEPT my classes, would that help?? Am I on electronic overload? I know I'm wanting to be outside in the evenings, but the damn mosquitoes eat me alive. I have Deep Woods Off, but I HATE that stuff.

Hmmm, just looked at the weather report for this weekend, 85 and cloudy on Thursday, 80 and Thunderstorms on Friday and *GASP!!... 68 and cloudy on Saturday?? Really?


  1. Sounds like you need a big deep breath. I read that sometimes when your crown chakra is blocked people get in these types of moods. Meditation might help, or just a big ole scream. Sometimes that does wonders. Feel better soon.


  2. Sounds like you need to get some physical energy out. Are you a big walker or exerciser? Even putting on your favorite music and dancing. Maybe getting that pent up energy out with block what is keeping you from meditating. I have trouble with my meditations when I am antsy.

  3. Thanks Ladies for your words of encouragement.

    Unfortunately at this time I'm unable to do much physical activity, I believe (never diagnosed) I injured the ACL in my right knee. So even walking can sometimes be a chore...I do a little each day and try to increase the distance I am able to walk.

    Sosanna...I like the idea of a scream...wonder what my neighbors would think if I went outside and let one rip?